rutakingurmeds

Are taking you your meds? Mom asks. As if taking these little things isn’t dehumanizing enough. As if taking them is as easy as it seems. As if they are working for me. As if I will ever get better. As if I will ever stop envying people who envy me because apparently suffering is …

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beneath

here you can see quiyet accepting the fact that he’s psychologically and emotionally unstable like many other people. // here you can see quiyet with his eyes closed but beneath those eyelids is a movie screen that plays intrusive scenarios on repeat. // here you can see quiyet alive but haunted by his ghosts in …

Blogger Recognition Award

this is way long overdue. i am thankful that grabbety covens noticed my silence, and nominated the rumblings on my blog for this award. check out this amazing person's blog! if you want to catch feels, rush to his blog –– it's extremely personal that cuts within...if that ever makes sense. how my blog started: i started this …

ADHD: What’s It Like?

I have been wanting to write a blog post about my ADHD, and how I process and learn things in a quite quirky way. But then, I get discombobulated on how to write anything down, especially that I am feeling under the weather. I have the flu, which doesn't make sense since I got the …

1.15

my first memory of you: i was three we were on the phone the night before our birthdays. i asked, tatay, ano po'ng regalo ninyo sa'kin? you laughed. you teased me. chocolate cake from the carabao, noy. *** it was seven in the morning i was in my favorite overalls just after i poo-poo and showered …

1.8

will people think of you after your death? for how long? will they remember it's your birthday five years from now? will they miss your smile and wit? will they see your eyes and hear your laughter in their sleep? will they feel you in the breeze when you become one with the air? for …

1.4

This is totally out of my posting schedule, but it's something I MUST share with you! Today, I learned that I shouldn't look and smirk at people, especially when I am in the restroom and the other person just finished defecating. I mean, I knew that. I knew not to do that when, for example, …